If your notebook is not at least a little bit ugly, I don’t think I trust you.
Notebooks can be beautiful too, of course, but a notebook that is only beautiful is like a person that is only beautiful: a performance.
A notebook should be ugly, at least sometimes, because life is ugly, at least sometimes. A good notebook, for me, is a companion through life.
An ugly notebook meets you where you are.
When a notebook is ugly, it is a safe place to begin—to try things that do not work but might become things that do.
A messy notebook is interesting because perfection is boring.
An ugly notebook is better than no notebook at all. It exists.
My notebook is like a garden filled with flowers, vegetables, and weeds. Some of the peppers are deformed, but they are still nourishing.
If you keep an ugly notebook, it is not a problem when your infant daughter vomits in it or coffee stains its pages.
Ugly notebooks are important tools because good aesthetics are not a prerequisite for good ideas.
An ugly notebook has nothing to prove to anyone, and by extension neither do you.
Here are some photos of my most recently completed notebook between January and May.
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I recenty realised that I've been blocked by using expensive notebooks. Now I buy cheap notebooks or make my own with good paper (but they look crap). And that's exacly the reason I'm not affraid of using them and spoil them. Thanks for writting about it, felt really related and understood.
A properly ‘lived in’ notebook😊